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Goh Kheng Yew, the artist, writes:
Wielding my brush, a notion dawned upon me, "the creation
of Art is a lonely task".Yielding to this loneliness,
I discovered quietude, and my mind found clarity. With this
quiet clarity, one perceives things as they are: there is
no intrinsic beauty or ugliness, and all is good. It is with
this conviction that I arrived at the Chinese name for this
exhibition "A Clear Luminosity Solely Illuminates".
I have strived to face the turbulences of the past year with
calm, for all things are impermanent, so too is turbulence.
At my lowest ebb, I could no longer paint. Instead, I sought
refuge in calligraphy, writing prose, listening to opera,
meditation and chanting. I was lost in an arid wasteland,
where Inspiration is as fleeting as a faithless lover.
Casting aside my brush, I took off to a monastic retreat
on Mt Jiuhua in Anhui Province in the autumn of 2003. Stilled
by the austere observances of the Monastery, I became aware
of the root of my screaming solitude, and my heart was set
free from all mpediments.
In the dark pre-dawn of the mountaintop, clad in my layman
robe of black, I strolled towards The Great Hall. The temple
bell tolling sonorously, and my gaze fixed on my shadow cast
by moon light, I came to a bower of pines. As I looked up,
I felt a joyful serenity, and was mmersed in a poem by my
dharma master:
A glimpse of the moon so bright,
Through an arbour of pines, this sight
Is where Joy must surely reside.
It was an epiphany, but a gentle one: it is time for me to
go home, to paint.
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